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Angel Lopez

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"My Story is about Change."

Meet Mr. Drug Disease

Hi. I'm Mr. Drug Disease. I am a very serious disease. I love to kill grown ups and also little children. In the past, I've killed millions - fathers, sisters, brothers, mothers.

I pretend I am your friend and also ya' lover. All I ask from you is long term suffer. To tear up ya' heart and that's just the start.

I tear families apart and leave them in the dark or leave them sleeping in the park. If you need me I'll be yours to spark.

I can bring you up and I'll tear you down. If you need me, Remember, I'm easy to be found.

I live all around - in ya' school, in ya' town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live down the street and maybe next door.

I love to start wars. I'm made in the lab, but not the one that you think. I can be made right under the kitchen sink, in your closet and even out in the woods.

If this scares you to death then it certainly should. If you need me I'm all in ya' hood! But if you try me I lead you to no good.

Try me and you'll see - but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I'll never let you go, but if you try me twice then I'll have a real hold on your soul.

When I possess you you'll steal and you'll lie you'll do what you have to do just to get high.

Everyday you'll just cry when you lie to your mother and steal from your dad. When you see their tears you must be sad and wish that you could take your life back in the past. And wish you would've never took that very first drag.

I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride and everyday you run in ya' room and just hide.

I'll be with you right by ya' side whenever you wanna get high! I'll make you give up everything - your family, your home, your money, your true friends. Then you'll be all alone no one to call on the phone.

I'll take and take until you have no more to give. When I finish with you, you'll be lucky to live! If you try me, be warned I am not a game. I'll control your life and drive you insane. Bring you nothing but pain!

I'll control ya' body and control ya' mind. I'll own you completely. Your soul will be mine.

The nightmare I give you when you're lying in ya' bed and the voices you hear from inside ya' head.

You'll wish you were dead - the sweats, the shakes are what I like to see. I want you to know these things are gifts from me.

You knew this would happen - many times you were told but you challenged my power and sold me your soul. You could have said no and then walked away!

If you could live that day over now what would you say? I'll be your master and you'll be my slave. I'll even go with you when you go to ya' grave!

Now that you met me, what will you do? Will you try me or not? It's all up to you. I can show you more misery then words can tell.

I'm Mr. Drug Disease, so come take my hand - let me lead you to hell.

--Angel Lopez

My name is Angel, and my story is about change. What's Your Story?


 
   

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